Sanctuary

Where is your sanctuary?
Mine is definitely my home.
Feel so peace and safe,
I could just stay home for days without going out,
because it is my sanctuary.

Today, I feel a little bit lonely.
This might be the first time after I broke up that I wanted to be in love again.
For real,
And without a different person.

I miss the feeling when someone was hugging me,
Call me babe in his phone,
Listen to my complains,
cuddle me,
hold hand with me,
and kiss me.

Kiss me like you wanna be loved.

Drunkkk

I wanna get drunk when I wake up,
I love ed SheeranXD
tonight was crazy,
having six shots while you having a cold,
that was challenging - -
or maybe 5?
Can recall anything because I past out
hahahahahah
thanks to chris~
although I dont really know what did you do~

It is good to get drunk sometime like this
well I still consider this a way to escape from the real world tho
It is good to just take a break
because life is tough

I just wanna know you better now know you better now,
but you turned into someone else and I cant recognise you anymore
 was I deserve it?
I dont know.
It was a shame.

todays mood: drunk by ed sheeran

Changes

Changes can be good or bad,
no one knows what is behind them.
Might be a lot of effort,
Might be a lot of pain.
some turns out better
some turns out worse

What hurts the most,
 is the one you loved just changed without give you any warning
not a single notification
Things we used to do
persons we used to be
places we used to go
He forgets

The chubby boy
who used to say I love you I wanna be with you together forever to me
who used to hung me when I need him
who used to joke around with me all the time
who used to fight with me a lot

Were gone forever.
As the chubby body gets slimmer
your chubby heart and mind gets slimmer as well
and I dont really know you anymore.
This is it.
R.I.P
My love

Jar of hearts

Sorry. But this has to be a depress post.
There are always few days in a month when I become very emotional,
such as today
been crying for a while.

I dont really know why am I still feel this way about us.
Has been 8 months since we broke up,
I learned, I grew, I tried so many new things in the last 8 months
but I still think about you a lot.
I am still wondering about you a lot.
Maybe that is because you never told me how you feel before.

When she came and ask me to  give you a surprise
When she post in the group to make you a surprise
When you post on the photos

I cried.
I used to be the one to organise you surprise
I used to be the one who spend all my mind on finding you a perfect present
I used to be the one who is always beside you.

I let you go but you never came back.
You teared my love apart
and I know there is no way back

Happy birthday to you,
I truly hope you can get everything you want.
Maybe I never understand love before
but now I just wish you to be happy
no matter with or without me